Since I was a child--since I was born, I suppose--my life has been one of "too".
Too much. Too far.
An excess of...whatever you've got. These are characteristics of an addictive personality. Passion with a dash of this tendency towards addiction can easily lead to obsession--to things, or goals, or people.
It's why I lived as Glenn Danzig for 2 years while I fronted a Misfits tribute band. It was fun and ridiculous. But sometimes this all-consuming focus I have can result in situations with consequences that aren't so fun. For me or the people pulled into my twisted orbits.
The examples of my unbalanced approach to life could fill pages and pages of this site, but I think this album alone can stand as a testament to who and what I was. The creation of this thing was coming to terms with aspects of myself that needed some attention.